Can confirm I was there on a level results day... I was gleefully basking in pure relief and I guess I misinterpreted your blank expression for complacency, that you were just used to being 10/10 all the time or maybe even that you expected it. This post couldn't be more eye opening and I too feel that emptiness after you finally achieve your goals. These last couple years I too have been tearing down my ego... it doesn't get you anywhere.
i feel like a good place to start ”failing” is rejection therapy! Just asking crazy shit and expecting a ’no’ :)
Can confirm I was there on a level results day... I was gleefully basking in pure relief and I guess I misinterpreted your blank expression for complacency, that you were just used to being 10/10 all the time or maybe even that you expected it. This post couldn't be more eye opening and I too feel that emptiness after you finally achieve your goals. These last couple years I too have been tearing down my ego... it doesn't get you anywhere.